He is such a vainpot, just like me! :D

"I am happy cause mummy give me eat sweets!" 

"I'm wearing my uncle's hat. Am i cute!?" :p

"Look mummy, i can kiss my own feet!" 



Uploaded lots of pictures of my sweeheart, my happy boy.

He is turning 20 months this saturday, 27/5.

Time really flies, he is going to school soon. Next thursday will be his first day of school.
Enrolled him to playgroup. Hope he can get used to it. Am excited for him.

I hope he can be more independant and learn more things.

Most importantly, i want him to learn how to call 'mama'.

Not that he dont know or cant call 'mama', just that he really seldom call me 'mama'.
He always call 'papa' instead.

He knows how to call quite a number of people, my parents and sliblings.
Just that he dont really know how to call me 'mama'.

Honestly, i am quite sad. Dont know why he just dont know how to call 'mama'.
But he knows that i am his mummy.

And he totally understand what we say or tell him.

He will kiss my lips when i say "Kiss mummy". Damien is really sweet.
My happy pill, such a cutie. I hope can he can learn to talk more and most importanly
i wanna hear him call me 'mama'. Really call me 'mama' that type.
I am sure he will be able to call me soon.

I will be waiting son, for you to call me.

Love you baby, always & forever <3

Happy New Year ; 2013

My favorite boy <3

 

First post in 2013. Time really flies, it's a new year already.

2013 came just like that. Unbelievable how fast time pass.

Damien boy will be turning 18 months soon.I somehow miss the times when he is still a newborn.

Babies grow up very quickly, we really must cherish the time with them.

I didnt really spend alot of time with my son last year. Hence, this year one of my

new year resolution will be spending more time with me. Need to bond with him more.

I want him to stick to me more than last year. And he is closer with me now

than few months ago. He will cling onto me at times, wanting me to carry him.

And he will kiss and hug me when i ask him to.

Though he is very naughty and playful but he is also very sweet.

And he is very afraid of me, other than me he is not afraid of anyone else.

I think i am really a very fierce mummy. No choice, nobody bear to be so fierce

with him. No matter who scold him also no use, he's not afraid cause he is spoilt by

them (my mil, my parents, his family and my sil) already.

Therefore, i got to more fierce than all of them to tame my lil devil. Hahaha.

But still, i love him as much. It also hurts me to see him cry whenever i scold

or beat his palm. I've got no choice. So please understand mummy, my son.

All i want is you to be good, i wanna teach you the right things.

Please grow up to be a happy and healthy boy. Nothing matters more than that.

2013 will be a good one, cause i've got a adorable son & a loving hus.

 

My new style

 

Makeup without falsies.

Uploaded lots of my own pictures. I really love to take picture of myself.

Yes yes, i am a vain girl if you were to say. I admit i am. Girls should be vain.

Love all of my outfit (pictures above), from catwalkclose & tracyeinny.

These 2 blogshops are my favorite blogshop now. Their clothes are trendy and special,

especially catwalkclose. I super love their clothes, the material and texture of their clothes

are super good. Their prices are reasonable too. One of the most reasonable prices among

the rest of the blogshop. Most importantly is their design. It's really the type i love.

 

Anyway, this post is not mainly about my favorite blogshops.

Have anyone of you realised that i have changed my hairstyle? I permed my hair!

I finally plucked the courage and went to perm it around a month ago.

I permed my hair at the hair salon that i always patronised; Icon Shunji Matsuo by Lily Xu

at Far East Plaza. My hair stylist is Simon. To be honest, i am not satisfied with my hair

after i saw the result. It is not as what i expected. As this service is very expensive,

i am really disappointed when after i saw my hair. Simon told me that the end of my hair

is already unhealthy therefore the end result will not be as good unless i cut my hair much shorter.

But i refused because he already cut quite alot before he proceed to perm my hair.

I think he cut around 4-5 inches. It's alot to me. My hair is already reaching my butt before

i cut and perm my hair. Now my hair is only to waist length.

And i feel that even if i cut my hair much shorter also no use, so i refused to cut.

I really feel heartache when i see my hair after spending so much money.

I kinda regretted to waste the money. I feel that my hair is ugly.

 

However, most of my colleagues, some friends and hus said that my hair isn't ugly.
They even feel thati look nicer in this curly hair. And as time pass, i also don't feel that my hair

is ugly. It's just not what i expected, that's why i feel sad and disappointed.

And now, i feel that my hair is quite nice. I actually love curly hair.

It give me a new look. Hus said i look more wild in my curls, he love it.

I am glad that hus love my new look because i decided to perm my hair because of him too.

I know he actually love curly hair to straight hair.

So... The final verdict: I prefer curly hair to straight hair. 3.8/5 for Simon.

And though Simon didn't manage to get the result i wanted but his effort and skill is good.

I will and did not condemn him cause of my hair. However, the charges are quite expensive.

I shall divulge the price of the perm hair service. I spend $425 to perm my hair.

It's very expensive right! This explains why i am disappointed at first.

Because i expect much better results with the money spend.

And also my hair is very long, there is extra charges for my extra long hair.

Plus, Icon Shunji Matsuo by Lily Xu is a more well known salon that's why their charges

are much more expensive. And my hair stylist have just be promoted to Master.

Congratulations to Simon once again for being promoted.  



Trust & Loyalty

Since i've got nothing much to do now, i shall blog. This post i wanna talk about trust & loyalty
in a marriage/relationship. I am not pin pointing anyone, it's just how i feel and my feelings.
Of course, i am not referring to my hus. Cause i believe his loyalty to me, and i will trust him.
But if i say i 100% have trust in him, it's a lie too. There is no 100% in life.
I may not been through alot at my age of 21 this year, but i seen alot of cases also.

To me, trust is a very important key to a happy and loving relationship.

And the trust have to be gained as time goes by. I've been hurt too, and i know how it felt.

The trust being taken away from me and turned me into someone full of panaroid and suspicions.

That type of life is miserable, having to be with someone that you love but you dont trust him.

But then, who turned us into someone like this, full of panaroid and suspicions?

It's them, our spouse. We always trusted them but it's them who made us turn our backs

and decided not to trust them anymore. Who doesn't want to trust their boyfriend/husband?

Everyone wants to, but it's them who made us don't trust them.

And since you make the decision to be with the one you love, gave them the promise

then you should keep the promise and cherish them.

What for being together just to inflict hurt and pain to the one you love.

Or is that you dont love them already, thats why you hurt them. I really dont know.

Guys, can't you all just be faithful and love your girlfriend or wife whole heartedly?
Why get married and still you wanna play outside?

Lie to your girlfriend or wife just to hanky panky with other woman?

Seriously, what the fuck lah! If you are married please dont do such things.

It's a very hurtful thing and you betrayed your love one.

But if you did something wrong in the past and you are really regretful
and promised that you will change, provided that you really prove that you will change.

Then you will be forgiven. However, honestly how many woman can forgive

unfaithfulness which is betrayal. Seriously, i really can't.

If something like this really happen to me, i really dont know what i will do.

At this stage, i didn't think so far cause i believe and trust that my husband

won't do such things to hurt me and to destroy our family.

We woman trust because we love too much, too deeply. Just because we love

the man in our life with our heart. There is trust cause there is love.